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rhys would have been 38 today

i still pretend he lives in wellington

i realise that's not as easy for other people in his life to do, but hey - whatever gets you through, right? (and quite obviously by you, i mean me, hey?)

when i went to pavement in auckland last year he was all i could think about through the two bottles of sauvignon blanc and the bourbon and coke chasers, surrounded by all the same people that we used to go and see pavement with at sammy's in 1993 and 1994

that's a long time ago - at least three of my lifetimes ago.  quite the time warp - way more than just a jump to the left

this was always my favourite pavement song, right from the first time i heard it at the ripe old age of 17 and rhys used to say it reminded him of me, no doubt because of the line "i saw your girlfriend and she was eatin' her fingers like they're just another meal", me having been a recidivist nail biter since back in the day

he's still in my life and i think of him often - there's so much common musical discovery we had together

i just wish i could share with him some of the new stuff i've found and learned, because i miss my friend

but that's nigh on imfuckingpossible

so i'll just wait there, in the levee wash, mixin' cocktails with a plastic tipped cigar

i'll be waiting forever