oh, fuck me but i am so fucking tired and over it
i pick sitting here with an excellent bottle of jules taylor 09 sauvignon blanc augmented with a few choice goodies over the alternative that is only very occasionally somewhat available for a limited time after a great big mind fuck before and after
it's somewhat akin to being on the methadone program but still having a weekly (or fortnightly, it's never up to you) heroin binge but kidding yourself that you're clean, you're giving up, you can handle it, it's just a bit of fucking fun, man
it's not fucking fun, man
it will kill you
sewius bizness
ReplyDelete